Feb 27 2013

2/27/13 I cant remember, but im pretty sure this is my first post of 2013. Things were dark again for a little, but once again i am fighting for normalcy. I still get random thoughts throughout the day of my rape, my rapist and his friends. Istill have trouble slowing my mind down at night. I do have to say that my trip back to New Orleans in November did great things for me. I was able to be myself again. Able to walk to street and not be afraid. Able to go to the saints game and scream my head off. I made some really great new friends. I cant believe i was going to let my rapist get away with taking away The things i love most in life, travelling and meeting new people. Today, i am writing content and pretty happy. I just got offered a new job, in a new city and i cant wait to start it. My life didn't stop when i was raped....it may have massively spiraled downward for a long time, but now things seem to be looking up again. . Hang in there everyone, there are times, though they dew and far between, that life does get good again