I dont want to wake up

So its still sunday 10/3/2010-   I was fine all day. I just layed down in bed and all of a sudden im in the darkest place I have ever been. My mind isnt racing though. My heart is pounding, my hands arent shaking.  I just dont care anymore.....about anything...about anyone.   I would be perfectly ok with it if this were my last night on earth and I didnt wake up in the morning.  I just dont care. I am cold.  Dont worry Im not going to kill myself....but the thought of not ever waking up again isnt such a bad thought. I will have peace.