Friday, October 15, 2010

Life doesnt stop

Its Friday, the week actually went by fast- 
Remembered to pay bills again.....life doesnt stop because some asshole thought he could violate you
or because some police department assumed you were lying when you reported it.
Life goes on....I go on......and I found out im stronger than I ever knew. 
Life doesnt stop for me, my rapist or the police department involved.......i guess this works in my favor
Life doesnt stop......giving me plenty of time to build my case that I have been given so little information on
...giving me time to research
....giving me time to help others
....giving me time to remind the department every day that I will not go away, I will not accept no for an answer
....giving me time to sit back and laugh at my rapists stupidly ridiculous hair.....literally, that is the only thing I remember about him right now....so yes rapist....I can laugh at you.....I can laugh at your hair, I can laugh that you are so pathetic that you had to rape a sleeping woman to get sex, I can laugh because one way or another you will not get away with this, I can laugh because you are one of the worst human beings I have ever met in my life and I actually pity you.  I can laugh because life goes on and I can now focus on making your life miserable.  I can laugh.....because I have a sense of humor and can make fun of just about anything, and you didnt take that from me, you actually didnt take anything from me.....but your still a piece of shit.

The upside is actually that life doesnt stop...everything goes on.....and tonight, I am getting back to my life. Heading to the hockey game tonight....leaving the house to be with friends and go to games I love.

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